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Corridor
05:03
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The dawn is breaking
Your hands are shaking
The doorway has shown new light
The window has stripped the black of night
And the sun has your soul
Pushing you down the corridor of your...
Your shoes are tied tightly
Your eagerness to learn is mighty
Throw the calendar in the trash
Tomorrow begins from yesterday's ash
And the sun has your soul
Pushing you down the corridor of your life
And the sun will guide your way
Every time the darkness starts to fade...
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This year I missed the audition
To own everyone's television
I knew that I would just regret it
After we all see the final edit
I don't care what the judges say
I'm gonna do this any way
I'm done with reality TV scams
Don't believe what you see on cam
I'm just starting.
Ain't no way I'm giving up now.
A starving artist
If that's what i have to do to myself
Don't let the marketing team
Take away your rock n roll dream
Go with your instinct
Doesn't matter what the Simons think
Are we victims? Are we slaves?
To the garbage polluting the airwaves
The market doesn't care about ability
If you're not blessed with marketability
America wants more models with voices
We don't want artists that make their own choices
Disposable music for the masses
Let see who's career burns out the fastest
I'm just starting.
Ain't no way I'm giving up now.
A starving artist
If that's what i have to do to myself
Don't let the major labels
Sit around an office table
To write all your number one singles
You're better off singing car lot jingles
The company has the product and they sell it to me
They take the focus off the quality of the melody
Base your taste off what you've heard before, familiarity
Lace it with edginess, but bleep out the profanities
Hip hop cameos bring an urban appeal
To teenage suburban bitches who be keepin it real
Auto tune me in the studio, I'm ready to go
It's what the corporate producers don't want you to know
How can we call ourselves musicians
When the enemy is the music business?
Don't give up on the fight.
Put your faith in every song you write.
I've just started
Tearing up this industry now
A starving artist
I'd rather just do all this myself
I'm just starting.
Ain't no way I'm giving up now.
A starving artist
If that's what i have to do to myself
Don't let the producers put you down
When America votes on how you sound
Don't change your image
Just to suit what the Simons think
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Self Preservation
03:40
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There's a smog coming over the horizon, it's making me ill
But no one is panicking, No one is dancing, They look like mannequins, how can they stand so still?
It seems that my wings have just outgrown this nest. I'm learning to fly. Will you wish me the best?
I'm looking for a new foundation
Everyone around here's gone off the wall
I'm looking for a new sensation
I'm still rocking, but no one's on the ball. (I'm still rockin ya know?)
I'm looking for some new relations
But I can't seem to find anyone at all.
This is what you'd call self preservation
When I'm not social
I'll be driving nowhere, as long as it's out of this town
Where I won't hear the sound of the voices that get me down, somewhere where stupid people are not allowed.
Some folks just lack common decency. But If I run fast enough, there's still might be hope for me.
We don't have to go out tonight.
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4. |
Wear Me Down
03:00
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Sometimes a love comes about
Someone turns your insides inside out.
Since your heart is out in the open.
They stamp it to the ground til its broken
It takes a little while to recover
You're not out there looking for another
You lie awake at night holding your chest
And all you feel is emptiness
Now If ya don't mind waitin', I'll come around, just wear me down.
A broken heart takes time to mend. I'll call you when mine beats again.
Handing out your throwaway kisses
To anyone you know that won't miss it
Ya ever have an apathetic slow dance?
I guess it some kinda hand me down romance
Not the kind that drove me insane
The kind you'll never feel again
When the one you loved takes away
The strength you need to face the day
Now If ya don't mind waitin', I'll come around, just wear me down.
A broken heart takes time to mend. I'll call you when mine beats again.
And if ya don't mind staying another round to watch me drown
I swear I'll make it up to you, And say the things that you want me to.
Now if ya don't mind waiting around
Sorry if the way I've been is dragging you down.
Now If ya don't mind waitin', I'll come around, just wear me down.
A broken heart takes time to mend. I'll call you when mine beats again.
Now if ya don't mind, If ya don't mind. ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
A broken heart takes time to mend. I'll call you if mine ever beats again.
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5. |
Back 2 School
03:18
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Every night it's the same bad dream
Jocks, preps, geeks, prom queens hurt my self esteem
Dirty looks, thick books, hallway makeout sessions
Dozing off in class right before the teacher asks me questions
I never thought I'd be here again
But when I fall asleep somehow now is then
When I finally figure out that it's all a dream
I wake up and scream...
I don't wanna go back to school
I wanna stay at home and make rockin tunes
I don't need no fall back plan
I just need to rock out with the band
Flashback to the present, now I'm 25
It's been a rough ride but I'm still alive
I got laid off, I got no money, but got bills to pay
Now that I'm a grown up, I'd be a toys r us kid any day
rent, gas, beer, groceries and car insurance
but for the 9 to 5 I don't have the endurance
When the bill collectors call me and tell me that I'm late
I just say I want to bang on de drum all day
I don't wanna get up for work
I wanna stay at home and be a jerk
I don't wanna go find a job
If I rock this hard, can I be a slob, please?
I don't wanna go back to school
I wanna hole myself up in this room
Don't need no, masters or doctorate
The school of rock n roll says that I'm the shit
Son, you have to think about your future
You don't want to grow up to be a loser
Maybe not, but all I know is...
I don't wanna go back to school
I wanna stay at home and make rockin tunes
I don't need no fall back plan
I just to need to rock out with the band
I'm not gonna go back to school
I don't care if ya mama thinks I'm a fool
I don't care if I make it far
So just leave me alone with my guitar
I'm not going back
You can't take me back
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Ann Arbor
04:24
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I'll drive her back home
Through Pennsylvania mountains, through rain and through snow
To visit all of her favorite people again
Deep in the heart of the state of Michigan
She shows me downtown, all the lights on the street
Pass pubs and breweries and places to eat
Her elementary school, and venues for first dates
We leave all our worries in New England states.
She's leaving her heart in Ann Arbor.
Every time she leaves it gets harder and harder.
To say goodbye to her mother and father.
I guess we'll have to visit a lot more.
She asks, "why must we to live so far?"
She goes through old boxes of useless old junk
And anything worth keeping we'll pack in the trunk
So many memories were left in the basement
Like the stuffed teddy bear that her parents made her
It's good to talk to family without being on the wire
As we walk through the mall and go shopping at Meijer
This store has everything you'd possibly ever need
The way this place feels makes me not want to leave
I ask her why she left this town when she was so young
She said to appreciate where she is from
Away from her world we started to drive
And that's when I noticed a tear her eye
She's leaving her heart in Ann Arbor.
Every time she leaves it gets and harder and harder.
To say goodbye to her mother and father.
I guess we'll have to visit a lot more.
She asks, "why must we have to live so far?"
She's leaving her heart in Ann Arbor
Every time she leaves it gets and harder and harder.
To say goodbye to her mother and father.
She's losing out on years of their lives.
That's why we'll have to visit a few more times.
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The Current
03:38
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Is that your smile?
The one that took so long to find out
How to make itself move and dance and play and drive across the earth
I'm your mechanic
The one that helped you understand it
If you need work on anything else at all, just call
Say hello to the answer to this riddle
Put your last buck down on the hand that grabs
You'd be another lost soul if nobody cared
So put your lifevest on and let the current carry you home
I'm so ecstatic
That we made magic out of tragedy
You swam from a sinking ship, you were well equipped to take a dip, a dive
Your heart was pounding
You thought that maybe you might be drowning
But at the bottom of the ocean floor there was an open door to my heart
And we both know that this love is like an ocean
Our love is like an ocean
So vast, so wet, so slippery, so full of fantastic mystery
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Excuse me if I struggle with the words to find
To fully express this conscious state of mind
But I want you to know
That I am happy with who I am
And I'm ready to breathe in deep
and see out the master plan
See how all the flowers died
So thank the heavens we're still alive
They didn't have the things that we do
You have me, and I have you
The worst is over for some but yet to come for others
The ones who choose to be fighters, and hurt the lovers
You'd be happy to know
That I have finally figured out, (yeah)
Why for so many of them, things have gone awry
in this living hell
And if we keep it together I think that we'll be fine
So lets hold on forever, and leave this shithole behind
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9. |
Sad Sad Summer
04:06
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I've seen so many rainbows
They all look the same though
40 days and nights alone
With static on the radio
I don't believe in global warming cuz I'm so cold
It's a sad sad summer when you're living in a cloud
It's a sad sad sad summer, when the world is keeping you down
Can't go outside today
I think my bed is where I'll lay
Another storm, another robbery
If you could, just call the cops for me
I don't believe in human empathy in such a godless world
They say things will be better in 2012
as long as you don't get ahead of yourself
I'm tired of seeing my breath.
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Fall Lovin'
02:59
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Imagining you standing there
Eye lined, with streaks upon your hair
The orange leaves fall around you
Dead butterflies' surround you
Can we meet in the hall where I can take your hand
Can we meet in a time when we're both too young to understand
Alas it's summer's end
It's time to fall in love again
Write me notes When you're in class
Address to present from the past
To love the breeze in the new cold
Is to love the one that you hold
The one that I held dearest
Was a fantasy, but now I'm a realist
Can we replace the subject with one who would reciprocate
Can we replace the time with a latter point in this game of fate
Alas it's summer's end
It's time to fall in love again
Every year the harvest brings
Such bittersweet and hurtful things
May I rest my head upon your sweater
We've waited far too long to be together
Alas it's summer's end
It's time to fall in love again
Write me sweet nothings from yesterday
Mail them to this current day
Alas my loneliness
has suddenly come to an end
Autumn leaves outline our
bodies in the grass
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11. |
Cry Wolf
03:08
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In and out of institutions
False claims made of prostitution
Medicated disorientation
Though I didn't take my medication
I swear to god I made a decision
To leave some anthrax in your kitchen
Threats of biochemical warfare?
Wake up girl, it's just a nightmare
I can't remember the story
That I told you early this morning
All the time it gets harder
To cry wolf, cuz people get smarter
People say that I'm dramatic
Go to AA, but I'm no alcoholic
I just need someone to listen
To something I made up just this instance
I can never remember who I hated
someone I had a life with who I never dated?
Reliving the history
of things that Daddy did to me
I can't remember the story
That I told you early this morning
All the time it gets harder
To cry wolf, cuz people get smarter
I will never learn from past mistakes
I'm addicted to the bad choices that I make
I will never apologize
I'll just build more lies on existing lies.
I can't remember the story
That I told you early this morning
All the time it gets harder
To cry wolf, cuz people get smarter
I'm hanging on to only one memory.
The time that you said you loved me.
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Shun The Non-Believer
02:59
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Whatever happened to common sense
Making decisions, and thinking for oneself?
We must rely on books of suggestions
Ask no question, have no objection
Non beilievers are heathens and demons
Keep screaming that Jesus will heal us
Does it even matter at all?
Was I created or evolved?
The moral of this story
Is take the moral from the story
Focus on literal statements of snakes and apples
is what made this place full of assholes
Non beilievers are heathens and demons
Keep screaming that Jesus will heal us
I'd rather be seeing, people treating people like people are supposed to be treated.
Non believers are people, just people
Who don't believe Jesus will be here.
Please just stop preaching,
and please just start teaching your offspring
to be decent human beings
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Care
05:19
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People create themselves
No identity can be hell
"Who am I?" You wanna scream
No one gives a damn about me
Where is the one that will hold my hand?
Listen to these words, I hope you'll understand.
Care for what it is you're caring for
Someone will love you for who you are, not what you are
Don't hestitate, yet you don't have to rush
Love will find you, but only if you trust
That beauty is in the essence. Not in your first impression
This I can say to you from experience.
Me, I've wasted too many days.
Wasting away, until I believed in these words that I say...
Care for what it is you're caring for
Someone will love you for who you are, not what you are
It gets so hard in this aesthetic world
With picture perfect boys, and picture perfect girls
If I could travel to the past, and speak to my past self.
I'd say this Like I wished someone said to me. Something I thought would have helped...
Care for what it is you're caring for
Someone will love you for who you are, not what you are
They say that Beauty is only skin deep.
I'd say that we're all just as ugly underneath...
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